Whereever you are

hey hey back already=d

was just reading the word and pondering upon my own life again
and also looking back at the past 3 mths
well it has been rocky and all... but hey i made it!
even in the dead of the night... my God still gives me new thoughts to think about...
well... i do sorta have another poem heh... again made up of randomness of thoughts flowing
which i happen to catch... might be HS directing as well hehe. whatever man.

along the days that passed,
days of yawning and boring.
Ever when i've been drawn,
drawn into those pages of "phanthomsy"
Unproductivity spilled over again
As time was wasted into the oblivion.

Within my harbour of memories and thoughts
Days where i felt so torn and ill,
Like jilted wounds that never healed.
But you came over from the other end
Never the same


Baked into my heart
Your fire, that licked my wounds over
Such that one would never conceived.
Holes that were once there,
Ever renewed, forever redeemed.

Who shall see beyond mortal flesh,
Like a radiologist examining our within.
Seeing what most don't
Affirming those who are unsure.
Your sacrificial love that carved out my very being
Amazing grace that drew me to you.
(=

I just hope that our big LITTLE sister will find out God's plans for her life and that she'd live according to His will and not her own.

back from sulking

so so sorry readers! if any =d
waz feeling a little depressed couple of weeks ago and wassent ready to relish in blogging.
but this week im back from sulkin-D
well i felt poetic today and created an open poem... purely collection of mere words
from everywhere, rationalilty has lost it inside... here goes nothing:

from,
into the crimson eyes.
advent rain raises brows
along cyan streets crossing about
Spinning around like a turtle shell
from chimney tops to gravel ground
I hear you calling...
"hey, man watchya doin there?"

"besieging the walls of my past"i responded
living in the darkness is not my ode
astonishment found me today
walking on shredded daze.
Crystal clear peeping on me
Seeing this made me glad
Grey skys fade away
Jadedness worn away

Believing in me is just not me.
I hear them say...
"he's got a lot of potential..."
agreed!
but listen cant you see?
what you say?? doesnt make me.
its what He did,
that made me i am.

=d hope you liked it. This was quite spontaneous so alittle messy and all btw.
but this aint the last one, neither was it the 1st(but 1st up on blog)
everyone has potential, but whos living it u^p
i know im not enuff, thats why i try
=-d i'll look for the old ones and put it in and continue to compose more concurrently

Who Am I?

a beautiful song... this is by casting crowns- Who am I

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Chorus:
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,(ocean)
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Chorus 2x

I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cause I am yours.
I am yours.

certainly an uplifing song because it speaks to each and everyone of us...
being human and being christians.
The Love that he has showered upon us,
Every verse... its just beautiful.
If you every feel lost, listen to it and be reminded of your identity
Remembering His everlasting love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CdTQAp6OPtk
this is the site of the song...listen and Enjoy! =d