who? what? where? when?

i guess thats what im doing most of the time, staring blankly
wondering about what's happening to people...
thinking why people behave in a certain manner...
like ana's present fave phrase "why? why lidat?"
even thou its just a pun, even thou i know ...

i dont want to be looking at a mirrors, but for windows

Oh Lord let them be open,
i fear and yet i yearn for your movement.
I dont want , yet i do coz my life is not mine, but that which belongs to you.
Not a servant, but a son
Because a servant knows not his master's business...
A son would understand his father's plot,

Your son understood Your plans,
your son was willing to give up his own plans and abide yours,
He did what was neccesary, WILLINGLY not PRESSURED.

Show me more of you
An unquenchable fire,
Insatiable hunger,
DONT let it go out!
Let me be filled over repeatedly!

je fais confiance dans vous...

recently i've been wondering about random things... again
schoolwork's coming in..
guitar practice gotta step up..
additional growing material "Masterlife"...

my time to decide my future path in school has just passed... and i tink i made a bad choice...
but i guess it has never really been in my hands... although i struggle for control at times...
letting go of this is of extreme importance to me
and it matters if I am totally sure..
the choice is for me,... knowing i should just be a figurehead...
I choose you, because you gave me a choice
in fear and in doubt,
in pride and in prime,
in pain and in suffering,
on high or in low
aid me... to trust in you.
Build me up,
bring me to even greater heights,

il mio amore...

general

the title sounds like some section of my school library! lol oh well...

i guess what i post here is quite general desipite watashi being the sole author of these rantings.

the rantings i make here are mostly random thoughts that i happen to catch some occationally so
plz dun mind me=d

but yea i gotta admit that the fire conference was pure awesome!
reinhard bonnke- German evangelist called to africa
was the speaker
i have to say that his sermon was really powerful!
despite having heard the talents parble numerous times and read it over and over.
he brought a different perspective of the tale...

dont hide your talent
or you will be condemed!
he made me realise this too, that
"the gospel is best defended when exposed to the enemy!"
super cool dude.
i admire his passion for the lost.
his fire for Jesus.
it made me wonder.
what do look for and what do you see in Christ direction?
great riches?
eternal life?
love?

where are you looking at?
what do you truely seek?
probrably only you will know the ans...\d

i realised also that media is always trying to influence an idea into your head...
whatever you watch, what ever you listen to, what ever you do...
WATCH OUT!
if there's one good thing the media taught me,
its to remember to love, and not to over-judge.