cold

in anguish, my fire burns against fiercely against all who stand before me,
in joy,its abundance regins free in my spirit.
in suffering, i see the face of everyone's pain,
in hope, emacipation for your purpose runs through,
in death, the search for you grows deeper,
in life, I see You and my fellow man.

would i choose water over wine?
a walk to remember or a walk to regret?
free will, a gift or something else?

4As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path, and the birds came and ate it up. 5Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. 6But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. 7Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and choked the plants. 8Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop—a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown. 9He who has ears, let him hear."Matt 13:4-9

drowning in my own hands...

100 days have made me older, since the last time that i heard your beautiful voice.
1000 lights have made me colder, and i dont think i can look at this the same.

Recovering Sire

To bring back memories of my past is painful.

I'm quite sure everyone has his own pain.
his own past, unknown to all...
but as i said, it is the past.
however painful it was, its over.
its no longer in the present!
So stop living is the shadow of Shame!
And walk out to see the beautiful sunrise.

17 "Behold, I will create new heavens and a new earth. The former things will not be remembered, nor will they come to mind..."
Isaiah 65:17
and another verse frm my sheperd!...
17Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
2 Corinthians 5:17

Dry your tears, stop sobbing, for the one who you are waiting for is already here.
He is knocking on the door of your heart. Will you open up and accept Him?
Don't make Him wait, the darkness nears and you need light to see where you're going.
Or else you will stumble in the darkness and be lost in the woods...

Reminders...

i recall the times when i was in shame
lost even with the light, broken despite comfort
sinning even when i know its wrong.

forgive me, for i have once again broken your covenant...
And again, Graciously. You took them away,
leaving mercy, showing grace
Who else can forgive like you?

'bled upon the cross now i am found'

I pray, that i will walk under your light and not fear it, for being under scrutiny
for i know i cant hide, as you know all, that is in the light, and in the dark.

i must not walk in shame any longer,
i must not look back, for i will be like pillar of salt
i must not runaway, since i am revived.
i must not look at myself, but look towards the plans that You hold for me!


HELP ME oh LORD! walk with me and guide me that i might not sin against You.
Yeshua, I yearn for you to be with me for the rest of eternity!
Holy Spirit, teach me to walk in rigtheousness! that when i might fall,
you will be there to prevent it, my friend.
Father, i want to be living for you, for your glory alone, that i might become your tool!
I know its hard to keep these promises, yet i set these goals that they might remind me,
together with the Holy Spirit, of Your will and to be Pure Glory for Your Name!

In your light, i pray that the things of the earth will grow dim.

Communion.
26While they were eating, Jesus took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to his disciples, saying, "Take and eat; this is my body."

27Then he took the cup, gave thanks and offered it to them, saying, "Drink from it, all of you. 28This is my blood of the[b] covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins."
Matthew 26:26-28

I'm a Porsche 911!

You have a classic style, but you're up-to-date with the latest technology. You're ambitious, competitive, and you love to win. Performance, precision, and prestige - you're one of the elite,and you know it.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You Quiz!
lol im an porsche! lolz
bored sia.... ok i might not be elite....=D vesak day. in rememeberance of a man, not a God.....
Communion.
26While they were eating, Jesus took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to his disciples, saying, "Take and eat; this is my body."

27Then he took the cup, gave thanks and offered it to them, saying, "Drink from it, all of you. 28This is my blood of the[b] covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins."
Matthew 26:26-28

something i realised only today

flying and christianity's principles are similar in this way:

i was told this"Stop looking inside! how you fly when you look only at the instruments(mIself)
and not look at the view on the outside! coz they respond slowly and are not totally dependable on."

yea its true... well this is.
i am not dependable. i am falliable.
when i look on the inside, i cant see whats going on , on the outside.


Communion.
26While they were eating, Jesus took bread, gave thanks and broke it, and gave it to his disciples, saying, "Take and eat; this is my body."

27Then he took the cup, gave thanks and offered it to them, saying, "Drink from it, all of you. 28This is my blood of the[b] covenant, which is poured out for many for the forgiveness of sins.
Matthew 26:26-28

Gethsemane

...
"My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken away from me.
Yet not as I will, but as you will."...Matt 26:39

his heart cries out for your soul, even as his soul is pierced.
crippled by fear he yearns even for you and i to be saved
from the grace of the LORD's hand.

Oh LORD, when will i reach Gethsemane? Its so far, yet it seems so near sometimes.
The pivotal point of my life, which hangs upon a thread.

to live a life worth living...
open my eyes that do not see...

open my ears that do not hear...

expose my mind that does not understand..

as much as i do not see, hear or understand,
LORD i want to know you more than i can conceive.
to feel, touch, smell, and live in your pressence,
i am eternally grateful for such grace and mercy.
for am i unworthy of such service from you,
to have come down yourself to serve us.

official

amazing(sukoi! i tink?)
hahaz this is my 1st post afterall. living my afterlife. confined to a box of mindful chatter. confined to a page of limited alphanumerics, limited to all that my mind can conceive,
but knows

an unlimited might that originates from beyond the cosmos

beyond the comprehension of infinity.

You are, more than what i can conceive, eternal one!