13th September

made u guys wait again. im wondering once again. usually tinking too much into any topic. News, forums, anime, music, books, quotes, morals, habits, practices, faith, gestures, behaviors.... life in perspective. im practically slacking everyday! almost nothing to do at home but watch online tv and play computer games. im still waiting for calls from the interviews i've been to in the past weeks.

i have one proposed position vacancy in a local bank in toa pa yoh! but thats quite far... still considering it coz i have little to. However, discipleship's starting... gotta begin preparing myself and praying daily for my sheeps now.

Interestingly, i learnt some fun facts about discipleship and cell groups from my english housegroup (cell group) in germany! Thank God again for this miracle that was prepared for me who was unprepared. Seriously, alot of things i had to rely on God to show me the way. In the church that i was in haus des herrn*( house of the gentleman,Hdh). God really showed me loads of things and caused me to grow close to the people there=d. It really wassent difficult coz they're all so friendly and open. I had time to hang out wif very different people from all walks of like.

*ps: sorry if i miss named it before.

Very unlike YI coz its mostly made up of kids! Students who talk about nothing but mostly school and church. Not that i dislike it, but it makes us lack exposure to situations, yet living in a community like YI DOES help you grow and mature if you're keen on. yi really seeks to grow youths to become ready for the world, but unless you read alot and make yourself exposed to elements and strive to stick close to God despite it all. I believe the world is a big place. Its really huge, and we need to be close to God all-in-all. That is the most important thing. I can see faith growing in the people in Hdh, which is great coz it builds faith in others too=d people believing in God who can do all things exceedingly, abundently, more than we can think or imagine. Because trusting in someone wholeheartedly is not easy. Its difficult for alot of people to just let go and let God. For the adults, they have so many responsibilities and dreams they want to accomplish. Dreams of their own, dreams for their kids, lives they want to live out that don't have God. Many of them leave God out of the equation and don't live with Him. But that is changing. But that was all in the past... God has given them so many dreams and its NOW that they're living. Not in the past, they have begun to take action and been growing in faith, in depth of the word! Mannheim revival!
Revival is not for those who don't want change. They are sick and tired of living in the constrains of their comfort zone! I will believe and trust that God will do a great work within them and in their surroundings! Praise HIM! =d