Monday, December 28, 2009

leaving

it feels like forever since i've been here;
somewhat like a ghost town in Texas,
army life has somewhat taken a toll on me. changes.
in the living, speech, ideals, dreams and the future:

its changed... alot of me since '08
since i started clubbing.
drinking more frequently.
met others with diff perspective on life
and their perspective and ideas grew on me.
its taken its toll.
its time for the change.
i had fun while it lasted...
goodbye 09'
bye bye blog

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Sedative

prolly the thing i need now to put this body down.

20 days outta work already,
15 more to physical confinement
feels like im locked out in a meta-physical kick for love
dang. hanging out with the sec school friends really blew me out.
feeling so dry again. just hope it blows over even thou its been so wet these days
unsung at kbox, feeling souled out at the pubbin. clubbin izzant much cooler.
soccer finals cant get me high.
izzit really dry without the martini's? or do they just make cough syrups out of it?
rats. dont even know what im blogging now.

but Norwegian Wood rocks, Hitchhikers in the galaxy can just go get lost.
Just so bored these days. Family guy aint the trouble. its something deeper inside.
guess there just worse problems out there
earthquakes, tsunamis, hurricanes, volcanoes
there's only more we can expect as our world crumbles on and on and on and on and on.
shot after shot, thought after thought;
the world keeps spinning around...

1 more day to graduation

Sunday, April 27, 2008

arubeito

its here=d
the end of the month!
nxt week i'll be getting my pay! hopefully i'll have enuff to spend...

a. return my camp fees
b. buy some ipod accesories
c. clothings accesories
d. return mom my pocket moneies
e. return friends moneies
f. last me till the end of nxt mth
g. give God my 1st fruits!(of working for this term!) Xd

love the fact tt God has blessed me wif such fun colleagues.
Just pray tt i'll keep going on well coz i'll be gng army soon:
UEJN !#
(go figure)

Family's not doing so well.
My uncle,Vincent, has a heart problem. My parents say that he won't live long.
Just hope that he'll live through this time. Doctors say he's too weak to go for another operation.

My aunt, Jackie, is diagnosed with brain tumor. Still she refuses to take medication and seek treatment. Pray that she'll realise that people around her are there to help and not to harm her.
That her Stage 4 condition will change!

Believing that God can do miracles. But even if he doesn't, its not up to us=D
I lift these up to his hand.
Amen

Work Photos~!
(not many thou) Building entrance (see this everyday)


AIA building!

Have a happy week ahead XD

Thursday, March 27, 2008

Praise him!

13 The Lord says:
"These people come near to me with their mouth
and honor me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me.
Their worship of me
is made up only of rules taught by men. [b]

14 Therefore once more I will astound these people
with wonder upon wonder;
the wisdom of the wise will perish,
the intelligence of the intelligent will vanish."

15 Woe to those who go to great depths
to hide their plans from the LORD,
who do their work in darkness and think,
"Who sees us? Who will know?"

16 You turn things upside down,
as if the potter were thought to be like the clay!
Shall what is formed say to him who formed it,
"He did not make me"?
Can the pot say of the potter,
"He knows nothing"?

Isaiah 29:13-16

8" 'These people honor me with their lips,
but their hearts are far from me.
9They worship me in vain;
their teachings are but rules taught by men.'[d]"
Matt 15:8-9

Praise him!
his word is true=d
God's word rocks socks!

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Top Ten Things to Think About If You Want to Change the World

I had this inspiration from reading Tomtom and Gracie's blog and seeing jere's update!
I thought i should update too!

=<) Mahatma Gandhi believed that we must be the change we want to see in the world. This was well demonstrated when he helped India gain its independence. Gandhi was a revolutionary man, but he accomplished India’s emergence as a nation without starting a revolution. In fact, he advocated no violence. One of the most powerful countries in the world yielded to the commitment of one man and the dream of millions.

What change can we effect? What’s the difference we want to make in the world?

Gandhi said, “In a gentle way you can shake the world.” Here are some things to think about how to do just that.

1. Know that all significant change throughout history has occurred not because of nations, armies, governments—and certainly not committees. They happened as a result of the courage and commitment of individuals. People like Joan of Ark, Albert Einstein, Clara Barton, Abraham Lincoln, Thomas Edison and Rosa Parks. They might not have done it alone, but they were, without question, the change makers.

2. Believe that you have a unique purpose and potential in the world. It’s not so much something to create as to be discovered. And it’s up to you to discover it. Believe that you can and will make a difference.

3. Recognize that everything you do, every step you take, every sentence you write, every word you speak—or DON’T speak—counts. Nothing is trivial. The world may be big, but there are no small things. Everything matters.

4. To be the change you want to see in the world, you don’t have to be loud. You don’t have to be eloquent. You don’t have to be elected. You don’t even have to be particularly smart or well educated. You do, however, have to be committed.

5. Take personal responsibility. Never think that “it’s not my job”. It’s a cop-out to say, “What can I do, I’m only one person.” You don’t need everyone’s cooperation or anyone’s permission to make changes. Remember this little gem, “If it’s to be, it’s up to me.”

6. Don’t get caught up in the how of things. If you’re clear on what you want to change and why you want to change it, the how will come. Many significant things have been left undone because someone let the problem solving interfere with the decision-making.

7. Don’t wait for things to be right in order to begin. Change is messy. Things will never be just right. Follow Teddy Roosevelt’s timeless advice, “Do what you can, with what you have, where you are.”

8. The genesis for change is awareness. We cannot change what we don’t acknowledge. Most of the time, we aren’t aware of what’s wrong or what’s not working. We don’t see what could be. By becoming more aware, we begin the process of change.

9. Take to heart these words from Albert Einstein—arguably one of the smartest change masters who ever lived: “All meaningful and lasting change starts first in your imagination and then works its way out. Imagination is more important than knowledge.”

10. In order for things to change, YOU have to change. We can’t change others; we can only change ourselves. However, when WE change, it changes everything. And in doing so, we truly can be the change we want to see in the world.

Inscribed on the tomb of an Anglican Bishop in Westminster Abby (1100 A.D.)

"When I was young and free and my imagination had no limits, I dreamed of changing the world. As I grew older and wiser, I discovered the world would not change, so I shortened my sights somewhat and decided to change only my country.

But it, too, seemed immovable.

As I grew into my twilight years, in one last desperate attempt, I settled for changing only my family, those closest to me, but alas, they would have none of it.

And now, as I lie on my deathbed, I suddenly realize: If I had only changed myself first, then by example I would have changed my family.

From their inspiration and encouragement, I would then have been able to better my country, and who knows, I may have even changed the world."

Since this list was inspired by Gandhi’s belief, it seems appropriate to end with another of his quotes:

“Consciously or unconsciously, every one of us does render some service or other. If we cultivate the habit of doing this service deliberately, our desire for service will steadily grow stronger and we will make not only our own happiness, but that of the world at large.(<=

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Friday, March 14, 2008

I love sleeping

the sun is up again,
praise God!
its been raining mad cats and dogs every other day that you're alive in this city.
i just watched Juno, it sparked thoughts regarding love, loyalty, tomorrow and forever.
love between couples;
loyalty to spouses;
whats gonna happen tomorrow?
will it last forever?

made me re-think my relationship with God, which has not been well.
randomly, this came up: "the whole world's looking for love!"
yah could be God.

last saturday, some old pals from sec school gave me a last min holler on supper
so i went to town to meet these jokers =D
surprisingly, PeiLing(pl) was there.
Thought it was deeps, danny, alex and daryl, but daryl was replaced wif pl
as usual, they came at me with the guns on situations about how i would deal with my gf etc.
and later in the night, about Christianity and even things like angels and demons.
PL even challenged me that if i could talk her about Christianity, she would come wif me! (sounds great huh?)
Wall #1 is, she's future lawyer, wall #2, atheist... (could go on for more but what for?)
THE I AM , tugged me about these friends
as usual, being 'laid back' about things like that coz they're a little too far for me.
But having said that,20 years have passed like a stroll in the park;
stormy at times, lonely, scared, happy, exciting, heart-wrenching etc.
it's not been easy(its actually is quite, considering the huge blessings that i've gained)
yet it had made me, me today.
Still feeling a little lonesome coz i barely have someone close to share to things about, and also coz i've been gone for a long time. Time doesn't fly in this world, it runs.
and it runs on chemical reactions occuring in batteries.(cold joke, please get it Xd)
that night made me remember that life goes on, i've been stuck like an ouroboros caught in a cyclic web.
Just hope that i won't fall for the same traps of the enemy again.


Touche la senses:
A having bad palate is worse than a hearing bad ballad?

Friday, November 23, 2007

"It is impiety, and almost blasphemy to presume to know the will of God. It comes from the sin of pride, Even kings, Brother Nicholas, must submit to being used by God's will without knowing what it is. They must never seek to use it."
Philip II.
This was a discussion between Philip II and a monk in a garden. An extract from wikipedia. Reading Tommy's wordpress probed me to look up what the Spanish armada was because i knew some where that it was a powerful fleet. Well it was Jerry boy who made me find where he was ranting about. But this inspired me to re-think what we believe of the will of God is.

I have been pondering over the past few week in sermon, service, at home and even when I'm in school. What has he planned for me? Was what i heard over a month ago his voice? That i was to be a missionary? A church worker?

And again in yesterday, after Joshua 13: 14, 33
"Only to the tribe of Levi he did not give an inheritance; the offerings by fire to the LORD, the God of Israel, are their inheritance, as He spoke to him....But to the tribe of Levi, Moses did not give an inheritance; the LORD, the God of Israel, is their inheritance, as He had promised to them."


reached deep inside me and pulled a whole bunch of heartstrings. I had also realised my desire to have a clear path of how i wanted my life to be.

Pray for me. I need direction, clear cut. The army is calling me, the world is calling me, missions, leadership, discipleship, servant hood.
Many are called, few are chosen.