step back

hello blog!
so sorry i neglected you for so long=d
well I'm still alive and well.
Getting better day by day walking with His word in me.
Today I read on the train on my way to school. This passage which spoke to me=d

'8 You are not to do as we do here today, everyone as he sees fit, 9 since you have not yet reached the resting place and the inheritance the LORD your God is giving you. 10 But you will cross the Jordan and settle in the land the LORD your God is giving you as an inheritance, and he will give you rest from all your enemies around you so that you will live in safety. 11 Then to the place the LORD your God will choose as a dwelling for his Name—there you are to bring everything I command you: your burnt offerings and sacrifices, your tithes and special gifts, and all the choice possessions you have vowed to the LORD. 12 And there rejoice before the LORD your God, you, your sons and daughters, your menservants and maidservants, and the Levites from your towns, who have no allotment or inheritance of their own. 13 Be careful not to sacrifice your burnt offerings anywhere you please. 14 Offer them only at the place the LORD will choose in one of your tribes, and there observe everything I command you.'
Deuteronomy 12:8-14

Felt that the Lord is saying that my ways, actions and thoughts may not be totally right at the moment, everyone else as well. But as i am not with Him in paradise, in the resting place, i must continue to pursue and run this race. He will protect me and I'll be with Him soon.
I will have victory and claim those promises! I need to give my best for Jesus! surprisingly God used my non-christian friends to push me=d and Christians friends here in Mannheim to encourage me C=

I learnt that to encourage is to GIVE Courage to someone.
=d

Yesterday I got back my spiritual journel!
I dint post it up on the blog but, I was in Brussels visiting a friend during the Labour Day holiday and i forgot to bring it back... So sad. I had to write my journels on my lappie instead.
Now i can write feely! and express it all on both my blog and my journels(=
The internet at my place is down so i cant post up my photo's 0-0'''

Thkx For all your PRAYERS everyone=D I will continue to get back up despite falling.
Its easy to fall and hard to get back up, coz there is always the fear of falling again
I was afraid to get up again, but now I can say I'm not.
I'm hit by my work now coz I got stuck and am getting clottered wif my reports and the deadlines for my work! Pray for me in this area=D

Our cellgrp[an english-speaking hausgroup(cellgrp in ppl's house called hausgrp!), the rest are german speaking], was discussing Philippians, from the sermon.
In german, Phil 1:21 , "Denn Christus ist mein Leben und Sterben ist mein Gewinn."
"Because Christ is my living and dying is my profit"
'Because Christ is my living', i want to be able to say this one day=d

I learnt that to encourage is to GIVE Courage to someone. Such simple truth.
Just hope that you'll encourage some1 too=d